15th Birthday

Well, today isn't my birthday. My birthday was on 15th August tho.

Just, when I see archive just now, it seems that only on August I didn't post anything, like, it was skipped intentionally, moreover when my day was in it.

So, how was it like back in 15th August 2012 and how I feel...

Well, I didn't really feel something necessary. Can't tell my emotions at that time.

I'm not that excited tho, because 15th mean I grew older, I must think in more mature way, and it also means that my lifetime had go lesser. There will be much things to do since I grew up alrd. Uh.

To be more exact, I didn't feel anything. Really, literally. I didn't really know whether I excited or unamused at that time. Just, flat emotion. Well, maybe, a little pleased feeling was there.

It wasn't that I can't accept that I'm 15. Just... I don't know.

Anyway, BIG thanks to my friends who congrats me that time. Ah... You guys don't have any idea how much I LOVE you all hehe ♥♥♥♥♥

Really grateful, thanks ♥♥♥

Some screencaps from some of you ♥♥

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Sunggyu, Guy, and Piano

Okay so I'm back. Not literally. I just want to post this because HELL YEAH I LOST OUT OF MY MIND.
Why? BECAUSE SUNGGYU'S SOLO DEBUT IS NEAR, FUCK YEA.
I mean his full MV, released album date and debut stage is near, D-3 hell yeah. 191112.

And guess what? Seeing Another Me teaser just now and make me go ASDFGHJKLQWERTYUIOPZXCVBNM IT'S HEAVENLY BREATHTAKING OKAY.

A guy with a red hair and pale skin, playing piano there.With so much emotions are burst out of his body language. I can feel it. Okay.

I've ever thought about it, when a guy is playing a musical instrument they'll look cool, gigantic, and all that kind of thing. Especially when it comes to playing piano or guitar. Like, it gives romantic atmosphere (eventho I don't really like romantic thingy but, yeah).
And I once wish that someone will sincerely playing a song that I love with that piano or guitar thingy. Maybe It would be great if he even know the song and we can sing together (literally means that it would be great if he's a fanboy ._.v) OTL okay stop it's creepy exaggerate.

And, well, it's true ;;) proven~~ here! lmao

Kim Sunggyu - Another Me teaser Piano Ver.

I just can't say anything about these all happen. Cause I've told like uncountable times that it comes crappyshit when I have to face the kind of description-thingy.

Sorry.

I know you won't have any idea on how much I crey inside my heart and just roll over here and there and banging my head on the wall until I feel like throwing myself off cliff because of this Sunggyu-guy thingy /sobs hard/ because my post is just a crappyshit that doesn't has any feel to give y'all an idea ._.

and I recently back to my old memories, loving The Lion King ♥♥♥

I am

Who's sitting like an idiot with smile drawing on her face

Song of the day : The Lion King Original Soundtrack♥

I'm Back

Okhay............so I'm back here. Writing kind of suck post after some of sort hiatus from here.
Alright tbh so many thoughts that I'll write here while ago, but it just me who got too lazy can't able to write here.
So instead of writing many oh-so-old thoughts of mine when I'm away from here, I'll just write what's have been recently =)))

...........I'm addicted to fanfic........again OTL
I've read freaking much fanfic these days -okhay may call it overdoses. Like till I had lack of sleep orz =_= and there I just made the 'Fanfic Rec★' page for my fics that -mostly- I read these days, though some of it are old fics but it just great enough.
And I'm kinda having a reading-fanfic-side-effect =_= so there's kind of no bounds between fiction and reality and I seems too much rite

Okhay and I lost of words here.............lemme sobs in the corner /sobs hard/
Maybe someone out there who's read this who's reading this crappy post anyway, nobody like wanna throw me off a cliff rn ;___;

No, I mean, really, I really lost of words here and right now.
So just lemme stop this before someone out there really throw me off a cliff...................

Well, excuse me for this freaking lame, crappy, and sucks post thing. Just have an instinct to make this post whatever I'll put on this. Beg you :3

I am

Who still engrossed with fanfiction thing

She's Back PV is OUT GAISE!!! ^^

Okay just think that everyone already know that Infinite is going to released 3rd Japan Single with She's Back on 2012.08.29
Aaaaaand~ guess what?! SHE'S BACK PV IS OUT NOW GAISEEEEE!!! XDDD

OMFG I CAN'T HIDE MY EXCITEMENT!!! SERIOUSLY THE PV JUST FOREVER PERFECT!
Every second of the scene OMFG!!!!! Thought of it the PV mostly fill with MyungYeolJong .___. sometimes WooJong, DongGyu, and the end of PV there went HoGyu moment OMFG.
Myungyeol moment with heli-toy, then Myung stared at Yeol, his stared was just.................FML FUUUUUUUCKKK.
There the members were playing in the water, but Sunggyu just lay down like a boss LMAO. I know it was probably because Sunggyu can't swim well, I know it Gyu :p

SERIOUSLY I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING ANYMORE ABOUT THE PV!!! PERFECT IS JUST FOREVER PERFECT!!!
JUST WATCH IT BY YOURSELF LA XDDD HERE :

INFINITE OFFICIAL SHE'S BACK PV

I'M SO SORRY WITH THIS FREAKING POST BUT SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE SMASH MY KEYBOARD MADLY CAUSE THIS PV ARE FUCKING PERFECT LMAO~~

I AM

WHO STILL FREAKING OUT BECAUSE SHE'S BACK PV

Bahkan 'Pengikut Idola' pun Memiliki Kasta :D

Akhir-akhir ini kan heboh banget noh Sasaeng Fans gegara Heechul yang deact akun twitter dikarenakan makhluk yang disebut Sasaeng Fans. Nah, jadi sekarang kan lagi pada heboh sasaeng fans dan banyak juga yang akhirnya bicarain tentang stalker sama master juga akhirnya.Nah,gue disini cuma mau mengungkapkan sesuatu yang ada di pikiran ajasih~~ kkkk~ menanggapi hal-hal semacam ini. kkk~ dan bukan bermaksud apa-apa kok, curcol laah~ blog pribadi sih -_-

Di twitter, fanbase @kpopers_family tadi habis membahas perbedaan Sasaeng fans, Stalker, sama Master. Dan penjelasan-penjelasan itu dikemukakan sama salahsatu dari admin fanbase tersebut berdasarkan pengalaman pribadi sang admin itu sendiri. (@byull96) Karena sang admin nya itu kan JHS nya di Korea (yang sekarang lagi di Japan karna dapet scholarship gue envy gue envy), dan sempat jadi stalker juga saat dia masih JHS.

Nah, ini adalah kesimpulan dari penjelasan adminnya.

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The FIRST Time In My Life xD

bwehehehe~ kenapa judulnya gitu?
Ya iya karna emang the first time in my life.
Wkwk~
Pertamakali dalam hidup gue, gue dikata2in sama foreigner *o* /clapclap/
Ini sih kejadian udah tanggal 23 Juni sih ._. tapi gue pengen aja nulis disini xp curhat laah xp
dan ini bener-bener AMAZING  pemirsa ._.
bener-bener pertamakalinya dalam hidup dikata-katain sama orang luar *o*
orang mana? dia orang V*etname ._.v dia cewe ya ._.

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Back After a Short Hiatus xD

Yaayy I'm back xDDD
Gue balik gue balik setelah had a short-hiatus gara-gara final exam yang menyiksa abis .__. Ulangan Kenaikan Kelas kemaren tanggal 11-16...........what will I say actually -_- haha gue bingung mau nulis gimana.

Oke flashback final exam kemarin dulu. Hm. Gimana ya.......dibilang sukses......enggak juga sih, tapi dibilang enggak sukses......ya tapi sukses --gimana sih -_-

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[LYRICS] A-JAX - ONE 4 U

Watch the MV A-JAX - One 4 U MV


[LYRICS] ONE 4 U

KOREAN
[Look], It’s gonna be somethin’ nu.
[Touch], No matter wut u think about.
[Taste], You better run if you can go

Cuz here we go, Uh!

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[INTERVIEW] 120528 - Naver Music Interview: Sunggyu

Infinite’s reliable leader, Kim Sunggyu
‘Music that you wish would be played somewhere’
We will be viewing the music recommendations from Kim Sunggyu, the leader and main vocal of Infinite, who are currently rising as ‘group choreography-dols’.
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[LYRICS] Infinite’s 3rd Mini Album: ‘INFINITIZE’ ; K/T/R Compilation

[LYRICS] 추격자 (The Chaser) K/T/R 

Korean:
미안해 마 독하게
날 버리고 떠나도 돼
니가 원한다면 그래 good bye
허나 내 맘까지 접은건 아냐
내 사랑이 이겨
아이야 먼저 가 어기야 디여라차
어기야디야 되찾을꺼야
잠시야 앞서도 널 따라 잡으리 난

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[LYRICS] A-JAX - Never Let Go

KOREAN
난 너밖에 몰라서, 지울 수 없어서
Woo- hey yeah- oh no
Listen

목소리마저 떨리던
그 모습을 아직 못 잊어, 못 잊어
아직 여기에 남았어
지도를 잃어버린 난
더는 움직일 수 없는 걸
돌아갈 곳이 없으니

(Ah-)
너의 손을 잡던 그 사람
나였어야 했는데 Yeah

(Ah-)
어떻게 넌 웃는거니
Oh tell me baby, 거짓말이라고

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INFINITE's Comeback ^^

*meracau*

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ FINALLY INFINITE WILL COMEBACK WITH THEIR 3RD MINI ALBUM ^^ ULALAAAAAA~~ *overexcited*
Akhirnya Inpiniteu comeback with their 3rd mini album, setelah ngeluarin single nya kemaren yang Only Tears (sumpah ya itu lagu ngajak galau abis -_- tapi bener-bener keren kok :' *curcol*)

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Teachers Sexually Violated Disabled-Students - Inhwa School Story

Sometimes, one movie, one novel, or one article can change the whole thing. And one such phenomenon is happening in Korea now due to an unthinkable success of movie ‘Dogani’. It is based on a novel of the same title ‘Dogani’ by Jee-young Gong (@congjee). The novel is centered around the sexual violence cases by school employees to students happened in a special school for hearing-impaired students in one part of Korea. In the epilogue of this novel, she recalls that she was struck by a news article describing the court just after the ‘cotton club’ sentence delivered to the offenders in the appeal trial. This post is a totally unauthoritative translation of an article (in Korean) appeared in a news site, Nocut News, on September 27, 2011, to deliver an abridged history of the criminal case. As such, full rights about this article are also on the original author of this story or ‘Nocut News’ and this post will be dropped by their request. The original story can be located at the link in the bottom.

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[LYRICS] INFINITE - 눈물만 (Only Tears) K/T/R

Korean:
사랑한다 미안하다 그래 더는 안되겠어
난 다가갈 자격 조차 없어 날 사랑하지 마

내겐 마음을 내어줄 여유도 없어
매일을 힘겹게 살고 하루가 버거워 울고

*오 난.. 네게 줄 수 있는게 없어 missing U
따뜻한 말도 못해 I missing U
감히 바랄 수도 없어 I missing U
이렇게 밀어내

내겐 가진건 심장뿐 못난 놈이라

참고있어 아프지만 내겐 눈물도 사치야
널 바라볼 자격 조차 없어 날 바라보지 마

알아 너 있는 그곳에 내 맘이 있어
숨결이 닿을 거리에 언제나 같은 자리에

*오 난.. 네게 줄 수 있는게 없어 missing U
따뜻한 말도 못해 I missing U
감히 바랄 수도 없어 I missing U
이렇게 밀어내

세상 누구보다 너를 사랑하기에 참아 더

*오 난.. 니 손 잡아줄 수가 없어 missing U
눈물만 안길까봐 I missing U
함께 하잘 수가 없어 I missing U
힘겹게 돌아서

내겐 가진건 심장뿐 못난 놈이라
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English:

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Let's Meet A-JAX :D

Aaaaaa~~ I'm addict to A-JAX nowadays >.< wkwk

Berawal dari nonton Making The Star DSPboys, jadi addict sama boyband baru nya DSP Entertainment.....jengjeng....A-JAX >.< wkwkwk~~
Apalagi pas liet practice dance nya mereka yang pake lagu nya SS501 - Crazy 4 U, makin kesurupan >.<
Pesona nya mereka sesuatu banget ._. mengingatkan gue akan SS501 >.<
dan mereka itu freak ._. sama kayak senior-nya ._.
Mereka dikabarkan bakal debut pertengahan Mei >.< graawrr gak sabar nunggu nyaa
I think they such a great rookie idol  >.<

tampang anak-anak A-JAX ._.

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KMusicDL: U-Kiss - DORADORA

KMusicDL: U-Kiss - DORADORA: TRACK LIST :

Someone Who Will Do Me a Favor :D

I hope there is someone who will do a favor for me xD LOL
Gue pengen ada seseorang yang...errr bersedia melakukan sesuatu buat gue muehehe xD
yaituuuu~ mainin lagu nya Davichi - Don't Say Goodbye , Infinite - Can You Smile , sama U-Kiss - 0330 buat gue, tapi pake piano xDD LOL

katanya, cowo itu akan terlihat tampan apabila dia mainin alat musik ._. (kecuali orang-orang tertentu yah ._.)

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Would you mind to be THE NEXT GENIUS ??

Kalau anda mengira genius merupakan bawaan yang memiliki IQ jauh di atas rata-rata, anda salah . mereka hanya berhasil menggunakan kemampuan otaknya lebih dari orang-orang biasa. Sebenarnya semua orang pun bisa mengembangkan kemampuan berpikir seperti otak mereka, hanya dibutuhkan KEMAUAN dan KERJA KERAS.
Bill Gates, si pemilik perusahaan Microsoft yang juga merupakan 1 di antara para genius mengatakan bahwa 99% yang menciptakan kegeniusan adalah KERJA KERAS. Genius di sini bukanlah seseorang yang memiliki IQ jauh di atas rata-rata, tetapi genius di sini adalah Expert atau para ahli di bidangnya
Bagi mereka para genius, hanya ada 3 kunci untuk kegeniusan mereka, kita pun bisa menjadi bagian dari mereka, dengan kunci KEMAUAN dan KERJA KERAS

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I don't Know How Long it Takes

Hmmm gue gak tau harus nulis apa dan kayak gimana disini. Bener-bener bingung. Intinya gue mau bilang gue lagi sakit. Bukan sakit biasa. Iya gue juga lagi sakit fisik, tapi ini sakit batin. Berawal dari galau, dan berujung gue sebut sakit batin saking galaunya.

Gue galau kenapa? hmm tapi apakah etis jika saya menyuarakan jeritan hati saya disini, sedangkan ini terlalu frontal. Mungkin untuk sebagian kalangan merasa tersindir. Tapi maksud gue bukan buat nyindir. Gue cuma pengen menyuarakan apa yang selama ini gue pendem sendirian sampe pengen bacok-bacokin dan nelen orang saking gak kuatnya.
Jadi, maaf ya jika ada yang merasa tersindir. Gue cuma menyuarakan hati gue yang pengen bersuara ._. Toh ini negara demokrasi kan.

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Bedroom is EVERYTHING (っ￣³￣)っ

Tommorow I'll have my Mid-semester exam. Iya, harusnya gue belajar. Dan ini gue Blogging di tengah-tengah belajar IPS.
Semula gue belajar di ruang tengah di upstairs. Gue sendirian di rumah. Semua pada pergi. Dan gue belajar sambil Blogging dan Tumblring disitu.

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I'm FREE from now on

Iya, sesuai judulnya. I'm FREE. Gue bebas. Gue udah gak ada ikatan apapun lagi. Harusnya ini ditulis semalem, pas 'sabtu malam' , tp berhubung gue ngantuk, jadi gue tunda.
Gue turun dari Nirwana, dan kembali ke tempat asal gue, Kasta Jomblo Istiqomah. Dan sekarang gue mau daftar jadi JWR (Jomblo Wakil Rakyat) sebagai kerjaan baru setelah jadi Kritikus Sinetron. Doain gue kepilih :)
Dan, ini kedua kalinya gue turun dari Nirwana ke Jomblo Istiqomah pas 'sabtu malam'. Ya, kedua kalinya. 07.04.2012 08.06pm tepatnya. Ini berarti gue cuma bisa bertahan 4 bulan 11 hari di Nirwana. 27.11.2011 - 07.04.2012.

- Alasan turun dari Nirwana?

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INFINITE - BE MINE JAPANESE VERSION LYRICS

[Lyrics] Infinite - Be Mine Japan Ver


抱きしめたい 今すぐ 君だけ
I wanna hug only you at once

そう 言葉よりも 大切さ
It's more important than words

1人で 泣かなくてもいい
You don't have to cry by yourself

僕がそばにいるよ 君を守るため
I'm always close to you to protect you


내꺼하자
Be Mine

君の心を癒してあげるよ
I will heal your heart

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